Hi Noski. If your friend takes the time to text and talk to you online, then she obviously cares about you. It's hard to know why she isn't trying harder to meet you in real life.

All I know to say is that I've had friends online before who were very special to me but I was very hesitant to meet them in person because I feared losing the relationship.

I've had bad experiences in the past when someone turned out to be very different in person than they were online, so I've become cautious about meeting anyone from online in real life.

I'm not saying that's healthy behavior. There's fear and anxiety involved. It may not be why your friend doesn't want to meet. I guess I'm just trying to say that there are many reasons that she might be hesitant to meet that have nothing to do with whether she cares about you as a friend.

I hope that you are able to work this out and that your feelings will be soothed soon.