Uhm, I understand that there is a bit of denial that comes with drug abuse/misuse, but at the same time, getting a prescription for a drug that treats a disorder you do not have and taking said drug just so you can do better in school.....well, that is indeed misusing/abusing the drug. And taking a controlled substance prescribed for someone else is illegal... I think that if you want to truly move forward, it would help if you came clean and admitted to yourself that you're not using either drug in the right way.