I went to turn in an excuse for being absent yesterday and i was feeling good and kinda confident before actually walking into the office but once i got up to the other student in the attendance office i paused awkwardly my anxiety was being dumb and i tried to speak up quickly to not be weird and ended up saying kinda quiet and high pitched "is-is this-can i turn in an an excuse? " really quickly and did a really weird like...over exagerated blink i don't know wHY and he said yeah to just write my ID so i shakily grab a pen and turn it around to write,But it's cap is still on and i was trying to write with the wrong end and i uncapped it and wrote it can he said tthanks and i kinda nodded and quietly and with voice cracks said "thAnkS."
Man i feel so dumb , THIS is just me talking about my dumb anxiety and feeling horrible and embarrassed and I'm sure the attendance guy already forgot but oh my god this was so humiliating.