Yes, I have been in therapy, I have not been seeing my regular T because I owe him too much and I want to catch up before I see him again. In the meantime I am seeing a new T that my new insurance covers. I feel terrible because one appointment I totally missed because that was just after the Mediation and I also had other challenges (with me whenever I am challenged, it is always too many things all at once). I lost track of time, just as you have discribed and Thursday went by and I did not even realize I had missed my appointment until I realized it was Friday. I had an appointment today and this morning I got caught up in dumping, however I did have a bad night and when I noticed I needed to get going to my appointment, I also noticed that I really was not doing well and should not be driving that long distance. I tried to do a session over the phone as my other T and I did that a lot, however, this T doesn't do that as he doesn't get paid unless I am there in person. I did not expect that and felt bad for missing another appointment, however, I did explain myself and this new T was not angry with me.

My lawyer called me on Monday morning to ask me if I could bring her some videos of my daughter's horse that got hurt. In the Mediation the opposing side questioned the appraised value, but she did not have her "own" appraisal. So, she called my lawyer playing "nice" again also said a new adjuster was assigned to the case on her end and she wants to have some videos so they can also get an appraisal. My lawyer told me that now they don't like it because now its going to cost them money. They are playing it in hopes they can get some kind of "lower" appraisal so they can beat me up with it.
I don't know who they are getting, there are so few appraisers available for this. Plus, their appraiser is not going to get to actually physically see the horse like the appraiser I had. He is beautiful in the videos, however, he is even more beautiful in person. However, he "is" 8 years older now. Yet, he is still beautiful, as I mentioned he is being used and is one of the favorite therapy horses in a therapudic riding school.

I should go and visit him, I have not gone, it is one thing I "avoid" that comes from deep in my "hurt" part. I have seen a picture where he does look happy, and I do know he is extremely popular and they really love him there. I wish I knew how to post pictures so you can see how really beautiful he is Tracy. He is a blood bay with four white stockings, with a strip going up is face that goes into what looks like a flame on a candle. He has a beautiful face and a black mane and tale, he definitely stands out in the crowd of horses. When my daughter had him at a show barn, they always had to hide him when someone came to look at sale horses because they always pointed at him and said, "I want one just like that one". Well, my daughters trainers went back to Europe to try to find another like him and they never could find one. He is a Dutch Warmblood out of a very expensive bloodline, his papers are in Dutch. He is a Concord, and that line is known for being not only beautiful but very athletically talented.