((((((Direction))))))))

I've lost friends as well through depression. But once or twice, I thought I had, but after a few weeks they came back... turns out they didn't quite understand it, but thought about it, and got over it. Hopefully Jan's not gone for good, but if she is, I'm hoping you make new cooler friends :-)

I like sabau's idea too, but only if it isn't too hard on you... kids bounce back pretty quick in my experience...