Mainly because I can relate- you might've already seen it- it's one of the articles on Psychcentrals mainpage: Confessions of a Depressed Mental Health Advocate | Don't Call Me Crazy

I can relate mainly to it because I try to pretend I'm fine when I'm not because I don't like to be a downer for others- and I'm a very private person by nature and don't want to share what I'm going through with aquaintances and strangers who could care less . . . and I can relate o feeling like a failure and hating the world at times- though I feel like a failure normai=lly anyway sooooo .. .. yeah