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OMG! I am about to ****ing explode! I have so much ****ing internal energy. I am like a fire that just won't ignite. I need sex. I need to become my music. I need to eat savory foods. I need to ****ing scream! I need sex. But not just regular sex, I need the best sex I have ever in my life had. I need to rearrange my thoughts...I need them to slow down. I need to make sense of my head. I need to focus. I need a woman.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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