%#@&#!!!! does NO ONE care??? the only way i can talk to my best friend is if i block my number. and if i confront her about it, she gets pissed. then she says that there are times when she just "cant talk" [um, ALL THE TIME???] but that she has to pick up a restricted number because it might be her dad. so basically what shes saying is that she has to pick up the phone if its her dad, but she will never pick up the phone for me, her best friend, or call me back, or even take the 10 seconds to text me. and then whenever i have some %#@&#! going on in my life or im depressed, she ALWAYS has worse stuff going on and shes ALWAYS more depressed. you know what, i know its true, but it doesnt make my stuff less important. so i feel like i cant tell her if im suicidal, i cant tell her when my parents are being ridiculous. though, for that matter even if i could tell her these things, i couldnt because she wouldnt pick up her damn phone.