i hate how when im extremely depressed, i think to myself that i'd never want to be happy. then when im happy, i think to myself that i'd never want to be depressed. and my mood can change from being utterly depressed to being ecstatic in under a minute [with due cause]. it's kind of annoying. for instance at the moment i am SO glad i'm not depressed, and i would try to keep myself from becoming depressed. however in the next day or so when im probably horribly depressed again, im going to be totally un-happy and not want to be anything BUT un-happy. [and yes, un-happy is different from simply unhappy, in my opinion] i was wondering if anyone else feels this way. or if im just crazy.