Wow, Thanks wants2fly for posting to me again!! It continues to be pretty hard to deal with this, of course, and I need all the love and support I can get. I had a piece of chocolate in my mouth as I read your post! Rapunzel and I know eachother in 3d, and she mailed me some goodies! Just got it today! Isn't she the best?

The funeral was hard, because Jon (friend) and I had mutual friends at one time who now hate me. They were there. Some of them feigned friendship for the sake of being peaceful at the funeral. But one of them was really rude to me, right at the graveside. Another friend of Jon's came up and took my hand and whispered in my ear "Angela, no matter what anyone else ever had to say about you, Jon always knew the truth." I know that's true. It just made me miss him more But it was definitely what I needed to hear to get me through that graveside service.

Thanks for listening.

(((((hugs)))))

Angela