I used to want to grow up and be my own person, but now I feel intensely guilty for growing up. I miss being a kid and watching Malcolm in the middle and Pokemon and running around like all kids did. I miss being carefree. Part of me really feels like I am not in the time period I'm supposed to be in. I feel like I should still be a kid and the life I have now isn't where I'm supposed to be. When I watch old movies and shows and look at old photos and home movies I want to ball my eyes out. In fact I have many times. I'm almost 19 and have a job and I drive, so I don't act like a child. I don't have responsibilities like paying bills though because I live at home. I've been watching Pokemon lately and for the most part I've been totally fine and enjoying it. But these past few days I've had problems at work with my managers leading my sister and I on for weeks about hiring her. I'm at the point where I hate them. I don't want to go to work anymore. I want to quit and I've only been there 2 months. I have a history of quiting jobs 2 months into them. My past 3 jobs I've quit a couple weeks to 3 months into them. I'm not ready to be an adult. I've been holding back tears all day because I miss being a kid. I don't know what to do anymore! Am I the only one who gets this way!? What do I do????