Forgot to add - I have Bipolar, my elder brother has severe depression and PTSD, middle brother is cut off from any emotion and youngest brother is a drug dealer/taken hard drugs/anger issues. So that's the damage basically.

Trouble is she will get them all on side if I cause her an upset, then they don't call or text me or anything. They are brainwashed, I refuse to be anymore.

I just hope one day my brothers will come to me and we can have some sort of brother/sister relationship.