Hey all,

My name is Kelsey and I have anxiety. I get anxious when there is a lot of emotions that overwhelm me really bad. I am pretty good with it, I don't take any medications, but I still have my moments. But I find myself constantly battling commitment. I get really anxious when I'm talking to someone but when guys ask me out I get excited until I leave them or hang up and I start doubting myself. I personally want to change. I long to change. I wish I could just be in a relationship and just be happy and be committed. I want to be married and had more kids. I am a single parent and whats sad is I really wanted to change and try the whole relationship parenting. But he left me and sa to say is I was ok with it and expecting it. I know where it started from and it is still happening today. If anyone has advice of what to do next I kno therapy might be the way but even then I can't afford it.