My cousin is a lesbian. I always thought I was until later I discovered I wasn't. I don't know how to explain it. Maybe it was a combination of my christian faith and my mother's influence, but I started dating guys. And, I enjoyed it. I love my husband VERY much. Sometimes though, I crave the embrace of a woman.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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