Hey hun, I can understand you wanting to figure things out. About 30 years ago, I asked myself, "Is there someone here?" And a voice replied "Yes, I am". I was like, is that for real or is it my imagination. We got to be good friends after that, and then a few others made themselves known. We've been working together ever since which made me good in mental talking.

But the repressed memories they won't share. Is it better this way? I guess. It's on a need to know basis, and I guess I don't need to know.