Hi there,

I am in my late 30s and have been suffering for longer than I can remember from profound shame and guilt relating to my sexual past, fantasies and hyper-sexuality. I have been a member on here in the past and had wonderful counselling off an excellent psychotherapist who nearly brought me through it but then our communication stopped and he didn't come back to the forums so I feel like what we started is unfinished.

I have also got a face to face therapist but I don't feel that I can relate the things to her that I can say anonymously on the internet. Please would someone help me and exchange a few private messages with me. My case is interesting and I am just a good person gone a bit haywire. I am outwardly very successful and often confident but my inner battle is deep and complex and I fight it every day alone, it is even hidden from my life partner.

I am deeply unhappy because I feel that I cant beat this alone and I know that there are some remarkable therapists out there who wont judge and probably have the solutions I am looking for.

Please PM me if interested. Thanks in advance.