A year or two ago I installed a software on my mac computer ( now I have windows ). It helped me as I gave my password to a family member. If my family member had my password for this blocking software I could not go in and change the setting for what I would like to block from accessing. But when I some time after got real wish to gamble, I found out I could just reinstall the whole mac system and there I did go again with same problem

I also for a while got someone to give me portions of my salary, but that didnt last long as it made a few economic difficulties for me and that I wanted all the money at once. I guess I got negative feelings or thoughs not getting all the money in my hands myself and that even I was the one who suggested them to rationate my money.