Thank you both. I took 2 MG of Klonapin this evening, stopped coffee early and, at my mom's insistence, didn't take the Vyvanse (stimulant) this morning. This whole day (minus the vyvanse) I seemed less vigorous (to me at least) and had less internal agitation. I still had a pretty ****ing awesome day. I'm pretty sure I was quite a ***** though. Maybe the combination of these things will actually make me sleep and thus not provoke a frenzied madness in me again. I am just not equipped to handle it.