Hi legend. We all have fantasies in which we overcome evil in some form. Maybe we just live through those. Othertimes people get meds from a psychiatrist or talk things through with a therapist.
Some people find the forums give them the compassion and empathy they seek.
http://forums.psychcentral.com
Please feel free to private message me or any of the Community Liaisons by left clicking on the name in blue to the left of their post) for questions or just to share.