What the &*#^% is wrong with your parents??? They are obviously in denial about what is happening with you.

You are old enough now to take control, so do so. Your life is literally on the line in this case, and if your parents are unwilling to acknowledge your problem, then you MUST take the necessary steps yourself.

Unfortunately, having mental / emotional difficulties - even if only temporary - is still such a taboo in our society. No one wants to admit that they or someone they know and love are having difficulties, but ignoring it as your parents are doing, is no help to you and will only cause further distress and possibly deeper problems.

Find the help you need without your parents. Doing so will not only help / save you, it just may wake your parents up to the fact that you are really suffering.