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Originally Posted by Ponygirl2015
I am sorry your sisters party was not enjoyable for you. You mentioned you may end up shooting everyone some day. It sounds to me that by holding your depression in, and not dealing with it, your are, in actuality, harming yourself.
I would like to support you by saying you should look into counseling or therapy. I go to therapy, and it has greatly helped me. Even though I am still dealing with depression, I no longer want to die, or feel like I am going to explode from frustration.
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Thank you for this, deeply
The fact that I went there against my well, and the fact they talk about things that don't interest me, is the reason why I was silent almost the whole evening, and they didn't even notice it because I wear my mask well. I know that I'm probably only harming myself, but it is better than harming other people. But, these last few days, I feel like I lost every bit of emotion and empathy in me, and it is scary. I feel like I should do something about that, because this is not me. And, shooting everybody is putting it lightly compared to whatever is going through my mind, and the schemes I have of physically hurting those who emotionally hurt me.
I'm glad that you're feeling better and more like yourself
Please, don't let anyone like me drag you to darkness again!