Hello buddy, I've been through something very similar on another forum but it's my fault. I get impulsive, and angry because I felt I was putting alot of effort into people's threads and hugging them etc. So on two occasions I kicked off. I realize like I did before that it's a mental health forum and people are dealing with their own problems, etc or there busy or they don't feel like answering. So I understand this logically but not emotionally but i'm working on it.

Btw i'm not blaming you at all i'm just telling about my own experience. I hope you will overcome this. Sending you much love and hugs