At times I am the most indecisive person on earth, I just don't know what I want so I try to weigh whether something is good or bad for me.
When I'm 'flying' ~ I tend to dismiss all disapproving comments from people, perceiving them to be passive, boring or not on the same frequency as I am so they can't possibly relate to my ideas

That being said though, I haven't done stuff like buying a last minute ticket to India leaving everything I have behind in a minute-to-minute decision

I can totally feel the frustration arises.