It is going good. I am pissed off and can't get past what everyone thinks. I told my husband what my mom said to me last night and rather than agree with me, which I thought he would (he has never said anything about it), he said he has thought that for a while (that I am too obsessed with music). He should see what I now know that my complete understanding of music is what pulled me out of the deep long depression I just came out of. And, I am perfectly aware that some of my views are viewed as crazy but I, firstly, don't care and secondly, want people to understand. I'm not obsessed with it. Then my father in law said to my one year old that her mom and dad might not spank her but grandpa sure will. I think he only says these things to irritate me and it worked. I left to go to the store and when I came back I stayed in the car to "avoid getting wet in the rain". My husband called to ask if I was afraid of a little drizzle and I just said sarcastically I'm listening to the Beatles, sorry. They can think I'm a *****. The 2 MG of klonapin sure did knock me out. Now I understand why it has "anti manic properties." I didn't go to sleep right away but when I did I was out like a light and SUPER groggy (almost disoriented) when I awoke. I had to take another .5. MG this afternoon and I have been very tired all day. I'm about to take a nap. Thanks for checking on me. Love to you all!