I know I'm weak in coping with people problems. It's where the majority of my problems come from, so yeah, that was the reason I started cutting.

The problem with my friends isn't getting any better, but part of the problem is the hurricane, and we are under lock down in the dorms, so we can't see each other. But I also think this is a good thing, cause it's a really convient reason for not talking to them until I've calmed down some.

I did end up writing a letter to the one friend, Jarrod, and showing him this thread. He took it really well, and even though he was one of the people who went off on me last night, we are talking and working things out. It's nice to have someone I can depend on. He want's to take my knives away so I can't cut anymore. I don't know if this would work, or if it would just cause me to find other ways of hurting myself. Has anyone else tried this?