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Originally Posted by junkDNA
thanks it helps its not just me. the fear gets really intense then i start mourning their death even though theyre not dead. then i feel crazy. i do this game in my head where if i think about someone dying then that somehow prevents them from dying. i guess its like my way of trying to control reality. but then it makes me distressed because..im thinking about people i love dying. i feel crazy right now. i should go to bed
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I do this too, Junk. I feel like if I can think of a situation, it's less likely to happen.