I am so disappointed, I am so scared. I am overwhelmed. I have been trying to get into this trauma program and well I have been getting mixed messages on whether I can go. My insurance says they will cover it and to go, while the hospital tells me that they sometimes won't pay after all than I am stuck with the bill. I have been to this program before and it was very beneficial and that's why I want to go back again. I am having a really hard time dealing with the assault and need some help trying to get through this. I want to work on it before I stuff it completely. Since the assault was 7 weeks ago. I am just wishing someone would give me a clear cut answer on whether I can go or not. I guess I will have to wait until tomorrow to see. But I have a program at the hospital here where I live in the morning. So I won't be there to answer phone calls. I don't know what to do tonight either, I need a plan in place, so I don't do something destructive. But I have now called two crisis lines one told me to call the other and the other called my T like I asked and my T won't even talk to me. I am so upset over this whole thing and don't know what to do.