Hey buddy I think everyone does. I guess the difference being how you act on it? That being said I definitely get that way esp when threatened (someone puts me down). My emotions take control easier than what others would like. But that's just the thing I don't mind blowing off steam on front of everyone if it means I'm mentally healthy in the long run. They may get embarrassed or w/e but it's not their well-being that is in jeopardy. So I guess the true friends stick and the others don't. As long as you're just protecting yourself then just be you imo.