Stability can be defined, I think, as neither being manic nor depressed for an extended period of time. Halliiebeth, it sounds like you are depressed, but not too badly. Your post makes me think of the French word, ennui, which I think means boredom to the point of despair. If this is the case, it will pass, as Hooligan says. Just take your meds and wait it out. If you have Netflix, you might try watching Doc Martin. The British show has 46 episodes that you can binge on, and it is quite funny. Take care.