I'm sorry everybody. I'm having a nightmare. I'm very, very low today. I don't want to be here. I rang my crisis team and the woman I spoke to was horrible. She told me to call my GP. She said the Lorazepam must have been working as she hadn't heard from me for a few days. I told her I was embarrassed to keep calling in. She ended the call by telling me it was up to me if I kept taking it and to wait for my Psychiatrist appt tomorrow....and that was that. That's what I get from the people who are supposed to be helping me. I just can't live with myself today.