Yeah hang in there please Toodles.
I'm sorry to hear that you had such a bad experience with the crisis team - that's not nice at all.
Hmmmm - yes I would say that is very presumptious for someone to state: "Lorazepam must have been working ..... hadn't heard from 'you' in a few days".
Really and truly what kind of statement is that. If someone said such a presumptious thing to me I'd be pretty annoyed, truth be told. People can not just assume how we feel - that is not fair.
Look. I know it's difficult.
You see your Psychiatrist tomorrow. You will get your chance to tell your psychiatrist about everything - about the poor treatment that you got from the crisis team, and your GP who was just making up these unfair assumptions.
In the mean time, please keep posting here.
We care.