Yeah it's exhausting gemini double when I feel like this too - so I just wanted to say that yes, I really do relate to your post here - I've felt this way too in the past: "When does it end?" It's really hard to convince ourselves that this will end because I have a damn hard time believing this when I've been where you are in the past. So I just wanted to say please hang in there. It does pass. Even when it absolutely feels like it never will. It does pass.