Well had my exam and I think it went okay. I wrote down everything id prepared.
Saw my pdoc this morning and told him what's been going on and got everything off my mind. He's upping my dose of invega. He also agreed that my diagnosis is schizophrenia not delusional disorder so it's good that he actually listened to me. I feel a bit weird about it but it makes sense and fits with everything. Hope the increased dose helps cos I'm struggling.