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It's hard that In the past I was so depressed that suicide felt like only option.
It's hard when people in your life insist you are very unwell but you don't get it.
It's hard when your husband and mom try to control your life (you need to go to sleep, turn that music off, no you can't go driving) because they think they know better than you.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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