my friend's been going through a lot, and i just want to protect them and hurt the people who hurt them and ugh? i feel really strongly about them but not really romantically and it sucks like what if they end up thinking i like them?
i admit. i love them. i love them a lot and want them to be happy and safe and just...but i'm not IN LOVE with them. we've been friends since middleschool,6th grade,and because i'm young that's not very long(five years) but i just hate it because i probably seem possesive and clingy or something. this friend of mine is dealing with a girl who wronged them, took their first kiss and broke their heart and i just wanna show that chick what for! i don't know i'm just venting here because i can't confront my friend about it.
i wanted my friend to make an account here but i put quite a bit of personal posts i wasn't ready to share with them so maybe not anymore...
we planned on moving in together after highschool but when does that stuff ever really happen? i guess sometimes i just really worried they will get tired of me and move on easily even though they are my very best friend.
this is more of a "coping with emotions" post i think but i ended up putting it here because friendship is still a type of relationship