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Old May 18, 2015, 12:18 PM
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Do you mean like walking away from your family to be with a woman (who doesn't currently exist). I think about it all the time and if there was a woman with mutual affection, I'm afraid I'd do it in a heartbeat.

Or? Driving off to Florida when you live in KY because of your amazing connection to the ocean. I also have never done this but the temptation is always there. One day, if I am by myself, it will happen. I will be at the ocean taking a swim in powerful waves, struggling, in my clothes in high danger. I will stay in until I can't stand it anymore and then I will raise my arms to the air and I will worship to whatever song comes to my mind and it will be BEAUTIFuL!

I have experienced the ocean in this exact way, in the evening , I have just never driven there alone.
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