Hello bqm12,

There should be a counselor attached to your school. Can you talk to them or another trusted person about how you feel? Getting some input from someone where you are at may put things in perspective for you. Did you get on with your parents before? If so, have you talked to them about how you are feeling? It does sound like you are depressed after what has happened to you and often times that is not the right time to make a huge life-changing decision.