I might have already mentioned this but not the details. My 7 year old was in the car when I was listening to # 1 Crush when she suddenly said mom, I thought this song was about Jesus, it isn't is it. I said no baby, it isn't. She said turn it off, it's evil. Then she asked me if she would be in trouble because it was stuck in her head. I told her no. I felt angry, not with her, but because I had to turn the song off. I actually told my mom about this and she was pissed. "Your musical fantasies better not have an influence over your babies." She's only 7 years old". Then she asked me the songs title and the band name. She had a cow that the band is called a Garbage and now she thinks she is going to filter what I listen to, or mostly, try to prevent me from listening at all. Today she asked me if I was listening to music and I said no, the kids were watching a movie. She said good, let's keep it that way, I didn't of course, I listened to the very song she told me not to. That is the biggest song. I own it; I feel it; I live it. I will not give it up.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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