Odysseus, I hope this doesn't scare you, but when I read your post I prayed for you. I know what it is like to be where you are (having been there only a week ago) and miraculously I feel 1000x better now...I don't know how, but I do. So if you believe in a Higher Power, I asked Him to grant you the same relief and giddy spirit-soaring feeling I'm experiencing now.

I'm concerned. I don't know you very well, but all of your posts seem like they were written by a very special person. Someone kind and smart and sensitive. I really hope you feel better soon.