Struggling a lot.

I'm starting partial hospitalization tomorrow morning. Insurance is only wiling to cover it week by week, but at least it's a start. I'm really worried about doing this, though. I'm overweight. I know ED aren't about weight, rather they are about behaviors and feelings, but I know I'll be the largest one there. That scares me. I'm afraid that people will think that I'm faking. Maybe everything really is in my head.