The girl I liked gave me a wake up call on my behavior related to this. I'm too suffocating it's like I don't want them near me. She's right. I am so hurt, I trust her but I'm going to fight every urge to see how she proves it. She said she'll have to show me her way. I trust it. I hope she's right.

I'm like the girl tiffany, my ex had that name we were going to watch it together years ago. I wanted to for that reason. I'm glad I watched it. Also I'm like the girl, because I'm always the person who gets screwed over by many friends and people who used to be in my life. I always helped someone but got nothing out of it when I suffered I received no love or help. Like I know lots of people have problems, but they have support systems that are way stronger than mine and they have people who take them seriously. I don't, I am blessed she is doing this, but I don't know to be sure. This is hard. I maybe getting nothing from this too.