Hi everyone,

I am a relatively new member who is experiencing a lot of grief. I am about to loss a t-doctor whom I loved a lot. He is the nicest- not to mention- cute and single, male therapist that I have ever and will ever meet! But we were in a strictly professional therapy relationship. I really enjoyed seeing him.

His dedication and caring attitude are more than I could have ever wished for! He has made me laugh and taught me so much. I have learned so much from him. He has inspired me to want to help others.

Yesterday, he ( Mr:X) just sprung his announcement on me, that he is leaving the hospital staff after I have had him for about 7 years. I love him forever in whatever way he can accept my fondness of him! X, I am dying inside with kind love for you! I only want what's best for you but I am really suffering.

How will I go on? To see my private practice psychiatrist I must from now on drive past my t-doctor's office (X) and remember, in great pain, a wonderful t-doctor. X has scheduled in a few days, my "closure appointment."