your down cause your alone. i do that. your not really alone. we are here. keep writting it helps to get it all out. i'm just a moment away. i know the dark places of which you speak. i too have dreams i'm locked in they mimic reality i never know i'm dreaming till i wake up. sucks. had on the other nigh bad i was raped. which mimics real life just reliving bad memories..pull your self up and make a decision you will win tonight. w/b i hope you check this tonight-onyx