I dont think I'm schizophrenic too, but I still allow myself to be on regular med treatment, yet at the same time i dont feel like anyhting is helping. Other people(esp neighbors) still kept making fun of me and I'm on heightened paranoia alert as usual. Any triggers will put me in a murderous rage, something which I mask off well but struggled badly in. Meds are of little to no help and I dont know why am I taking it. Getting depressed with each and every day.