So, I shared all of the posts with my therapist and she does not think I am delusional. She said it is not overly a concern to have a musical obsession. She said I am a very intense and passionate individual and that is what sparks the obsession. She says she knows me and I generally put my thoughts out there more and better than most people with no actions attached. She said I am often too scared to follow through. I think what she had to say makes sense. Anyway, that's that.