hey guys. im back home. got up early this morning and went to see T. we talked about my anxieties about people dying. he said some good things about it. i will think about them more. we played cards while we talked. i told him i was anxious about seeing the NP after our appointment. well i saw her and it went better than expected. she didnt bring up klonopin and i opened up to her more. it went well . i was surprised. i texted T after my appointment with NP and he said he is proud of me.

i have to work 5 to 9. my mom seems ok. my sister got another art show at a cafe. she does these really cool collages.

T keeps wanting me to work on my schema mode art project....its hard to get started. he says just start...i guess i will just doodle something and go from there. i want to do it, i have lots of great ideas, but putting them on paper is hard.

also my summer class starts tomorrow. its a 16 week class condensed into 10 weeks. and its all writing papers. so im a bit nervous