You are right,i would not do what i draw. I suppose, i still am a child, things have happened to make me sad in this time and before,but nothing extreme...however..my mother doesn't know, and I'm not ready to talk with her about it. I've wanted to talk to a t...i suppose, talking about tthings can be hard. Thank you though,i am rather lucky i have a way to vent. Thank you for the feedback, your posts are insightful. It helps me out and I'm grateful. UvU