thanks, I do like those ways of thinking about death, as an unknown rather than a guarantee of horrors. My idea is that it's nothing whatsoever, and logically I have no reason to be afraid of nothing, but I am anyhow. I like *being*, I like feeling and loving.

my boyfriend's friend who passed, he was so young (24) and had so much potential, I wonder where is his energy now? just nowhere? all his hopes and dreams and potential? Just turned off like a light switch. It makes me profoundly uneasy.