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Old May 19, 2015, 03:09 PM
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Originally Posted by ValentinaVVV View Post
I think your therapist may be wrong.

I am basing this on my relation to music when I am manic.
I called my pdoc's office today to let them know if they have any cancellations to call me. Well, they said he has a 6 PM available (they keep late hours). So, I have a pdoc appointment tonight. I am going to read him an abridged version of these posts and see if he thinks the same things. I wanted the appointment sooner because one: I wanted to discuss the sheer terror and indescribable internal agitation I experienced, I believe it was, Friday night, two: the paranoia, and three: the fact that my meds flat out aren't working. Maybe he can redeem himself (unlikely).
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