I've never had that kind of euphoic mania. It's hard for me to imagine. But knowing how I feel with my dysphoric manias I can imagine that it's a pretty powerful experience.

I do know all about the talking too much and too fast and then realizing someone is listening to all the thoughts in my head pile out rapidly and senselessly and I do not like that.

I hope the pdoc is able to help for real this time. Please do not let him give you anything more stimulating. In fact this may be a really good time to ask for something to counter all the stimulants, like a really low dose of Seroquel to help prevent things like your bad experience Friday night. If he did something like that he would be doing something good for you for once. I really wonder if you'd be going through this at all without so much stimulation from meds.